Your Life Is A Lie

2011-10-26T02:12:00.001+08:00

Woah, back on blogger after a long time :O

I'm surprised at how much I've grown over the past few years..

Mature but yet still emotionally weak.
Emotions are funny things.

There's a promise I hold on to, which involves a special person. You know who you are. I'm gonna do anything to keep that promise. 1st of all, don't be jealous.

From past experiences, jealousy was a huge problem. I think it still is for me. So I'm trying hard to get rid myself of this. It's the best and safe way.

There's really a lot of things I want to talk about, especially with her. Tell her how I miss her, how much I love her. See her smile, that smile :')

We used to talk almost all the time, meet some of the time. However things are different now.

You're talking to your friends most of the time, busy with stuff and things like that. It's okay. I'm completely okay. :)

Cause it's a start for me to change for the better.

God, I wanna say so many things.

And dear God, I'm sorry that I haven't been close to You as well. Maybe this is all a test from You to make me realize that You're much more important. I really hope I'll remember that from now onwards..

2010-08-12T10:43:00.001+08:00

I'm letting myself get hurt again.

I want it, but I'll get pain from it.

I have to stop wanting it.

Because the nights are too painful..

2010-08-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

I remember it all clearly.

All of my struggles.

All of my tortures.

All of the pain I went through...

2010-07-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm confused?

I think I am.

I'm still not sure about 'this'.

Yeah, it's kinda a throb in the head y'know.

What to do about it??

2010-06-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. I don't think I'm that person who you thought I would be.

Remember when you told me about the prediction and I didn't smile.

Yup.

Cause back then I thought that I wasn't that person to be in the criteria.

Now I'm starting to think that I don't deserve this. It's all too good for me. I don't think I can accept it.

Hais.

Sorry again..

Well it's just a thought. I might not really mean it.

2010-06-14T09:11:00.001+08:00

The real holidays begins?

Hahaha.

2010-06-07T21:13:00.001+08:00

Capoeira is the shizz.

Missing a roda is so not cool.

Ginga is fun.

Paranaue is the song!

AXE!

2010-05-30T15:11:00.002+08:00

What to do now?

Hehs.

Still not happy about the fact that...

Haha :D

2010-05-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

I told myself no more, but it keeps bugging me.

I keep wanting more. But to want something more might become a need.

To not have something you need tortures you. Especially deep inside.

You might look normal everyday to the eyes of others.
But inside, you're actually rotting.

All because of the choice you have to make. Ignore it, and it keeps coming back.

Day by day, it punishes the mind and slits the soul.

I don't know what choice I have to make.

2010-05-03T14:42:00.002+08:00

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all:D

Gonna make..nvm:D Shouldn't say it:D:D:D

I get motivated everytime I look at it.

I don't know why.

I also feel a little bit of pain inside.

But I looked at it at another perspective:D

HELL YEAH! :D

2010-04-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

Argh!

Can't take it anymore.

No choice. =D

Habis.....

2010-04-29T17:50:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for it....hmmm...

So many to choose from..

=D

2010-04-26T19:43:00.002+08:00

'...Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Kau adalah Tuhan semesta alam. Aku merayu kepada Engkau ya Allah.
Tenangkan fikiran dan hati dia ya Allah. Jauhilah dia daripada malapetaka dan balak ya Allah. Jauhilah dia dari fitnah-fitnah dunia ya Allah. Jauhilah dia dari azab kubur ya Allah. Jauhilah dia dari azab api neraka ya Allah. Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa-dosa dia ya Allah. Berikanlah dia kebahagiaan ya Allah....'

All that I prayed for. 5 times a day. Everyday.

love you..

2010-04-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hais.

So today and yesterday, RP. Study.

Still holding on. =D

2010-04-24T08:33:00.001+08:00

I need a remedy for myself.

But I only need the same one.

And it's missing...

*seriously sad face*

just how long can I wait?..

2010-04-23T17:27:00.003+08:00

CURRENT CHALLENGES IN LIFE

1. Electronics.
2. Auto CAD.
3. Guitar.
4. Stamina.
5. Body mass.
6. Self Defence skills.
7. Time

8. Waiting for that 71 year old girl...... :D

2010-04-21T20:11:00.001+08:00

ok uh.

so far ok uh.

NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SAVE TIME.

To hell with Electronics module. It's like so hard.

What else uh?

Tmr 8am to 12pm. Then all of them like going home. Idk what to do. Hais.

:(

2010-04-19T18:36:00.003+08:00

Hey:)

Well I hope that you'll be happier:)

and don't worry, I'm still there for you. No matter what.

And I have a song dedicated to you.

It's my favourite song from Silverstein. Yes, among all of the songs from Silverstein, this one is my favourite.

Well I think the lyrics hold a lot of meaning. AND HOPEFULLY ONE DAY I CAN PLAY THIS SONG. I HAVE BEEN LAZY TO TOUCH MY GUITAR, NOW COVERED WITH DUST. HAHA!

I hope you enjoy it too. And remember that I'm still there for you.

(anyways, if the mixpod shit doesn't work, you don't mind checking this song out on youtube? thanks:D)

Call It Karma
Silverstein

Discovering the Waterfront

Blame it on the weather, but I'm a mess
And this February darkness has me hating everyone
And I know I need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
And the longer I lay here, I know it's harder to get up
Without you

(chorus)
Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

Finally, something out there, that's making sense
And it's just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
And this cycles never ending, and this fashions overdone
And the further that I run away, the further I'll come back
To shelter...

(chorus)

Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

You are the fire, on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn then fall
And it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card

Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I'm with you

You are the fire, on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I'd rather burn then fall
And it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
It's just the turn of a card

Goodbye old friend
Goodbye goodnight
I'll move on
You'll call it fate, I'll call it karma
We had our time, it was fun
While it lasted

I'll look back, (look back)
With honor
And no regrets
I won't be mad, won't feel bad
These memories (these memories)
Will never leave me
Don't be sad
Cause life goes on, life goes on
It's getting too late (too late)
Tomorrow is here

:D

2010-04-18T09:40:00.001+08:00

I hope I can sleep through tonight.

The past few nights had been tough for me.

Seriously sad face.

2010-04-17T19:37:00.003+08:00

Hey,

sorry guys but I don't feel like posting about the SP party.

No mood and all.

I found the easiest way to lose weight - be sad.

Yes, I've lost weight. I haven't been eating much. And I can't sleep well.
I'm not surprised if my face gets more fuglier. rofls.

I have a lot of things going through my mind. And I don't feel like doing anything much.

Looking forward to Monday. I need to, make things right.

I hate myself.

2010-04-16T18:14:00.001+08:00

My Ustaz once told me, that God sets up test for Man. It is up to themselves to either succeed or fail.

I'm facing one right now. And I know that, God's willing, I'll get through this one.

I've failed 2 times before. But not this time.

I WON'T GIVE UP ON YOU. WE'VE PROMISED.

2010-04-16T08:50:00.001+08:00

Omg. My neck hurts so bad. I lost my voice.

Headbang, scream, dance.

One hell of a party last night.
I'll blog more about it tmr.

I need a break.

OUCH!

This should be nothing
to a love like what we got

I miss you, love you.

2010-04-14T18:28:00.004+08:00

Can't sleep well. I woke up at 5? around there. Before that I slept at 1 am. My mind was disturbed.

So when I woke up, I remembered that today is orientation. Geez. Have to like bathe and stuff. Took some time to choose what clothes to wear. OH GOD, I need more clothes.

So I walked to Admiralty and ate at Macdonalds first. Then went up the MRT and board the train and met Amir, Nabil, Faris, Azizul at Marsiling. So yeah, board the train to Dover.

When we reached Dover, OH GOD. It was packed with 'freshies'. OMG I feel insulted with the term 'freshies'. LOLOLOL

We waited for Safwan and Syirah at Dover in front of the 7-11 store.
And then they came. Haha, all of us under the same school. The School Of Mechanical and Aeronautical Engineering (SMAE).

So it was already 8? I think:) and we all went into the convention center and sat in the huge theater and watch performances and stuff. There were breaks at certain intervals.

Then it came to 2pm. We have to be separated. Im in a class. Nab in a class. Amir in a class. Syirah in a class. Faris and Zul in a class. NOT FAIR! haha:D

So we went to our classrooms. And the personal tutor of my class is Mrs Lim S Kuan.

Hais. Reminds me of Mrs Whelan. And I made a lot of friends:D

Haha. There was this one guy who came all the way from Myanmar. His name is Yar Naung. He told me to just call him Orion. LOL!

And I made friends with a guy called Amar. I think he's a good friend ;D.

Erm other wacky ones that I think I can get high with might be Dzafir. Haha.
Well, there's an Indian guy, he's Amann.
Erm, a chinese malay, Alim.

And a few more:D

I think my time will be great in SP.

Then after that at like 3, there was a guided tour to the SP Graduates Guild. LMAO.
That facility is like freakin expensive. I won't subscribe to it.
Hais.
After that, I went to solat Zuhur with my friend Amar. I seriously think that he's a good friend. I'm really grateful that there is someone like him in my class.

Then after solat, Amar when home first. I called the other guys to solat first. And after that, we went home together.
I think I reached home like 6? Haha.

Well tmr? SP flag day. From like 7.30am to like 4pm? Yup. 7.30am at Raffles place. DAMN.
EARLY IN THE MORNING SIA.

AND GOD DAMN. I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I SHOULD GO TO THE PARTY AFTER THE FLAG DAY. WELL ALL FRESHMEN WILL BE THERE. AND IT ENDS AT FRIGGIN 9PM.
AND IT'S MY ONCE CHANCE TO GET HIGH. AND MAYBE START A GOD DAMN MOSH.
but part of me like don't want to go.

Well. I've checked my timetable. I think it's okay la.

I can't wait to start. And go to RP after school everyday to *ehem* :D

Hey anyways, I know that you're reading this.
And I want you to know that I love you. No matter what.
Can't wait to see you this Friday. I miss you badly.

Love.

2010-04-13T21:01:00.001+08:00

I waited all day. A boring day. Just to get your full and complete attention.
Turns out that you're busy with what you rather be doing.

Hais.

I feel really sad.

2010-04-13T11:15:00.002+08:00

Damn. It's only 11.15 am.

I am SOOOOO bored.

I miss someone actually. I hope she's having fun:)

Well, I don't have to go to school today. Cos tmr's the day.

I think I'm meeting up with Nabil, Amir, Faris, Safwan and Azizul at Marsiling MRT.
Then get to school together:)
Be there by 8?
yup. From 8 to 12 or 2(i can't remember) Sit at the theater at the convention centre and watch performance and stuff. Then a guided tour at SP and make new friends and stuff and meet the class tutors. :D

Honestly I can't wait actually.

Rather than sitting at home with nothing to do
and missing someone of course.

Intro?

2010-04-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

HEYS!

So today was the 'first' day of school.

Well, I met up with Nabil and Syafiq and went to SP together.
Me and Nab in same course so yeah. But our class is beside each other. So I'm in the first class, he's in second.
Syafiq went to his school's orientation. I think school of Digital Media or something like that?:D

So me and Nab took Mechanical Engineering, under the School Of Mechanical And Aeronautical Engineering.

We had to report to T171A Lecture theater at 12.45. And then we were brought to our classrooms.

Had a lecture on how to use the SP network system (SPICE). I forgot what the abbreviation stands for:P

So I don't know anyone in my class. A class of 20 or 21 i think. 2 girls, the rest guys.
Today wasn't the day to make friends.

So I can't wait (maybe) for Wednesday. I think it's when you interact with other ppl and stuff:D

And maybe take pics:D

2010-04-11T09:23:00.000+08:00

I just don't understand.

Why?

2010-04-10T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'll find you out

tuut

2010-04-09T18:16:00.003+08:00

HEE. 7th floor of Illuma = sky.

They got the hot girl. LOL

2010-04-08T10:56:00.002+08:00

I need a new acoustic guitar. This one's getting old. (Sorry Sally *sad face*).

I think I'm getting one with a cut off. So it'll be easier to reach the 12th frets onwards.

And I need new electric guitar strings. The strings rust so fast like cat.
Even cat don't rust. (well duh, they rot, not rust)

ok ok. I don't know when I'm getting them.

I still have problems with the artificial/pinch harmonics.

sad face seriously.

2010-04-07T10:50:00.005+08:00

Going out with the guys today. Either to CCK or AMK. Ezlink shit. HEE.
I need to buy a watch. Seriously

OMG! ALESANA AND THEIR NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am here to tell you a story.

A story that will torture your thoughts by day and poison your dreams by night.

And though I will do my best, there are no words

that can be written nor brush strokes laid on canvas

that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that Annabel

died.

The emptiness will haunt you

The Thespian

Alesana

The Emptiness

Baby! why are you doing this to me?
Sweetheart! are those your eyes staring straight back at me?
Angel! I see your smile everywhere!
Darling! stop!

Night falls and I'm running in circles wo-oh-oh!
I'm being chased by my imagination wo-oh-oh!

Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
NO ONE DESERVES TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
TellmeI'mforgivensayyou'llalwaysbemine
Saythateverythingisover,tellmeI'mfine...
NO ONE DESERVES TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me...

NIGHT AS DARK AS MY THOUGHTS
SETS THE SCENE FOR MY RETURN
LIGHTNING NIPS AT MY HEELS
AS I RACE HOME
WEARILY I STAGGER
TOWARDS THE SONG OF HER PALE VOICE
DEMONS JEER MY ATTEMPT
TO BE FREE

Tell me I'm forgiven say you'll always be mine
Say that everything is over, tell me I'm fine...
NO ONE DESERVES TO LIVE LIKE THIS!
TellmeI'mforgivensayyou'llalwaysbemine
Saythateverythingisover,tellmeI'mfine...
NO ONE DESERVES TO LIVE LIKE THIS!

I touch your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight its just you and me...

Windows cast her gentle reflection
Her somber silhouette dances for me

Look at you, you miserable fool!
Get off your knees, your prayers fall upon deaf ears
Gods turned his back on you, heavens gates are shut
And now you're knocking on the Devils door!

I'VE BEEN EXPECTING YOU FOR SOME TIME, SIR
ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF
I'M THE ONE WHO PULLS ON ALL THE STRINGS, SON
YOU'RE LUCKY I DIDN'T KILL YOU WHERE YOU STAND!

THIS CAN'T BE REAL
Tonight I raise my glass
THERE'S NOTHING LEFT
For I know its time to move on
ALL HOPE HAS FAILED
My patience will not last
I'VE LOST MY SOUL
Tomorrow I will be gone

2010-04-06T14:47:00.002+08:00

still learning that method.

GEEZ IT'S PRETTY HARD!!!!!!!!!

I touched your lips and stare in your eyes
You smile and it makes me fly
You are the reason my heart beats
Tonight it's just you and me

2010-04-05T11:31:00.004+08:00

Damn I'm bored.

Was supposed to watch a movie today, but some people can't. :(

What to do now??

Geez. How do all guitar players pull off an artificial harmonic so fast?
They are like playing fast rifts and in the middle of it they pull of an artificial harmonic.

HOW DO THEY DO THAT???

When you're on your way down
(Through the clouds)
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

You'll Know

2010-04-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OW KAI RONG WESLEY! I know I'm kinda late in posting about it.

Haha. Good times man. Good times.

Now.

Stick Stickly

Hee.

2010-04-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes

2010-04-01T22:45:00.001+08:00

And that's more than you'll know

2010-04-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

Don't let them say you ain't beautiful

2010-03-31T16:26:00.000+08:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU MIXPOD.COM?

you've been looking groovy
in a sixties movie

2010-03-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

What is that paintbrush for?
Are you preparing to draw me?
No wait, please don't! I am scared of what I'll see

2010-03-28T22:08:00.001+08:00

This is the time to let yourself go

2010-03-27T13:58:00.001+08:00

Thou shall not

2010-03-25T07:07:00.000+08:00

GOING OUT WITH THE GUYS AGAIN!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!

blame it on the weather
but I'm a mess

=)

2010-03-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

catch me up in all your sordid little insurrections..

2010-03-16T15:15:00.001+08:00

hehs:)

will be going out with the guys tmr.

hopefully have fun.

and I miss you..

2010-03-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hey angel, you duh sexy...

hahahahahahahahaha..

omg someone's gg to KL for 6 days starting tmr.

HAVE FUN=D

and I LOVE YOU

=]

2010-03-13T20:58:00.001+08:00

HEYS.

Just got back home.

Went to NYJC with the guys to watch a performance or something like that.

Hazmie was the emcee.

Had fun with them.

Looking forward to next week with them.

Maybe we're going paintball, prawn fishing, and karaoke and stuff. So yeah. Can't wait.

2010-03-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

Ok.

I give up.

mmmmm

2010-03-12T11:27:00.003+08:00

Today was supposed to be my last day of work.

And I didn't go.
Cos Im friggin sick. Cheeses

I think I kinda disappointed Dad, but it's k.

Hehs.

So. Today. Will be.

Go to mosque. Friday prayers. Walk around with the usuals.
Flashmob at 4pm. Then do random stuff. Go home at 5.30 or 6.

Hais.

2010-03-11T17:04:00.003+08:00

As the chairperson of 4 Eureka 2,

I announce that 4E2 of 2009..

IS DEAD.

No one updates that blog man.

K.

Today I'M SICK!

Next week gg JB with the guys. Lots and lots of fun. And sex. Nah.

The plan is, go there. Set up a base at Amir's house. Walk around. Shop and shit.
And have sex with random chicks=D
sleepovers. maybe 3days and 2nights.
hangovers. nah.
well this plan is a maybe.

otherwise, overnight somewhere in Sg. which is so not cool. lol.

Gosh, I need a life. Starting tmr night. Especially next week. Cos somebody's going to KL for like 6 days. Somebody.

Asitfnhwsdguoinwspejmqpwiu9fnpfinma.

SICK!

2010-03-09T20:04:00.001+08:00

I see you lying next to me
with words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead..

2010-03-08T09:20:00.000+08:00

Your faith walks on broken glass

k

2010-03-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

alright.

currently at home.

not gg out today i think.

but gg out tmr=D

alice in wonderland XD

shizz

2010-03-05T19:48:00.002+08:00

Next week is the last week of work babeh=D

chyeah!

kk

Going out on monday. watch movie. not going into details. heads or tails.

k wth.

can't wait to kick safwan's ass=D

Roamer, wanderer
Nomad, vagabond
Call me what you will

But I'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll redefine anywhere

Anywhere I roam
Where I lay my head is home

suck this=)

2010-03-03T11:01:00.002+08:00

updating.

AND ITS 3rd MARCH!

WEEHOO!! Time flies!

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH!

Cant wait to kick Safwan's ass! =D=D=D=D

Should I end work this week or next week???

yesterday yesterday (monday)

went out with safwan,azri,amir,faris,bani,syafiq,azizul.

go bowl. yishun safra.

lol

i rmber the last time i went there with them.

play tennis.

3yrs ago.

we were young dumb kids back then.

now we're dumber=D

but i'll take my time anywhere
i'm free to speak my mind anywhere
and i'll never mind anywhere

anywhere i roam

alrights

2010-02-24T20:16:00.002+08:00

So what did I missed?

It's 24 Feb.

Damn fast.

Kk

Nowadays, when go out with Fir, must not wear white shirt.
Because go out with Fir = confirm got spar. wtf.

I cant wait to kick Safwan's ass.
lmao.

I'll update next time. lazy as porn

2010-02-06T14:40:00.003+08:00

Hey,

currently at home alone.

Don't know what to do. Hehs.

The rest went out. I chose to stay at home.

Nothing much is happening nowadays.

All the same thing.

Hais.

Tmr must go out ah.
I dont know where. Just go.

Hee.

2010-02-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH

SEE YOU IN SP YOU BLOODY HAIR FLICKER =D
Along with the other assholes. LOL!

Past mistakes that you've made, come back to haunt you..(wimks to hair flicka)

HEE~

So hey.

I wont be updating for a very looooooooooong time.

Cause everytime I get on the com, I'll get hook on DoTA.

I know its an old game, but who gives a shit=D

So dont text me. HEE=D

AND BTW AMA, I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO UBIN. SORRY. BUT WHATEVER. MY MOOD IS NOT RIGHT.
=D =D =D

Im not the only one

2010-01-29T08:41:00.001+08:00

OH YEAH,

updating you cbcake (winks to Nab)

So I got first choice. Mechanical Engineering at SP.

Dont ask why I chose that. K

Cat.

Its been quite a while since I last updated this shit.
Weeeee.

So. Today. Go to mosque. Then talk to Anwar like all Fridays.
Then I dont know do what.

Now 8.43am....do what sia????

Haiya...play dota la....

2010-01-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

I think the day went well. Gym, and stuff.

Happy.

At a sudden point of time.

Sad. Pissed. Mad. Angry.

About something.

Im not going to blame anyone.
I think its me.

You're happy with what we have now. I'm not.

I think that I'm expecting too much from you. So I'll give myself a break.

Now everybody's singing

2010-01-15T23:00:00.002+08:00

HEY! What's up? Ceiling.

It's a Friday today so that means...skip prayers. Lol. No.

In the morning, stayed at home and went online till like 11+ ?

Went out to meet Zhaf under his block. Took bus to Admiralty. Went up to the MRT platform.
Waited for Nabs.

He was.....late..

Me and Zhaf then board the train first to Sembawang.
We thought we saw Nabs in the train. Actually it was some random guy who looked like him.

Actually he don't look like him. The guy was wearing a mat rep cap. LOL.
Me and Zhaf associated Nabs with guys who wear mat rep caps...

When we reached Sembawang, I was hungry. So I ate at Macs at Sun Plaza. Waited for Nabs at the same time.

Nab came. Minutes later Muz came.
We walked to mosque.

Met the regular people there. And talked to Anwar, haha.
Like how's life and stuff. HEH~

Then solat...

After that...HEE~...
Left mosque with, Nab, Fir, Zhaf, Muhd, Muz....and the birthday boy...Aziz...

We took bus from sun plaza...and dropped at the wrong location...
Then walked to the correct place.

Surprise! Ate cake. Lepak. Anw the place is at the multi purpose hall in front of school near the mama shop. LOL

After that, left the place at 5+ pm with Muhd and Fir. Fir took bus home. Me and Muhd went to Admiralty. I need buy for for mom and bro. Bought food and went home. :)

HEEE! :D

Still learning 'that song'.....

Unbelieveable.

2010-01-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

You never said this would be simple~

OmG!!! I like to dance to Stick Stickly by Attack Attack!

It's like SO ADDICTIVE! Actually only at the techno part. You know you're like headbanging at all the screaming and hardcore part then you dance to the techno part which is like WOAH.

Techno and screamo don't go together but somehow, it's COOL. =D

SO! THIS MORNING!!

Woke up at 6am. Got out of the house at 8.30am to meet Ama, with my guitar and amp . So I took 912. Then she board the same bus at the interchange.

So we went to Al- Ameen. I think it was like 9.30am. Sat down and waited for Nab and Fir.

Nab came. Fir was still late. So we ate first. Hee~

Fir came. He wanted to eat, but the stall which sold nasi pattaya was not open. So he decided to eat KFC.

We all walked from Al- Ameen to KFC at Fuchun community centre. And guess what? KFC was closed. HAHA IN YOUR FACE FIR!.

He decided to buy food from teh tarik instead. Lol.

Then we went to Fir's house. And practiced songs. So we practised these songs....

Apologize (One Republic cover) - Silverstein
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
Pieces - Sum 41
If It Means A Lot To You (nicknamed 'That Song' by Fir..lol) - A Day To Remember

So yeah. After that we played games.
Ama went home. Minutes later me, nab and fir took cab to admiralty.

Nab got some personal thing to do. I had to get food for mom and bro. So Fir just followed me.
Bought food at mac, went home, delivered food, put guitar stuff, go back admiralty eat. LOL.

I ate, Fir stared. He wanted nasi pattaya. LOLOLOL!!
AND SOMEONE CHEATED OUR FEELINGS......

So we get to marsiling and walked to Al-Ameen. It was 4pm.

Fir got his pattaya. This time, my turn to stare at him. Waited for Nab to come. And so he did.
We left the place at 5.30. Headed to block 158. I need to meet Rano.

Met him. Then he went home. We then bought ice cream. Ate. Talked. Under nab block. Then 6.30pm. Go home. Took train to admiralty.

Walked home. Reached at 7.00 pm. HEE~

Now is 8.08 pm. Im blogging. HEE~

Tmr is going to be another great day! =D

I guess.

OI AMA I LINKED YOU AREADY. SO DONT COMPLAIN. TSK.

HIGH!

2010-01-13T20:21:00.003+08:00

So Im back! =D

The movie was great! Sort of. Hee.

So it was me, nab, gaz, fir, zhaf, mamat, rey, ama.

OMG, my earlier post mentioned something about me headbanging and my neck hurts and Zhaf was like, "Which gig u go to?" , "Nvr tell me", "(sad face)"

LOL

I headbanged...at HOME. HEE.

YOU KNOW? You can actually headbang and dance to 'Stick Stickly' by Attack Attack! ?
Seriously dance. OMG ITS LIKE THERE'S TECHNO IN THE SONG.
I DONT REALLY LIKE TECHNO BUT IT MADE ME DANCE. HEHEH

Ok, here are the songs I headbanged to. (In random order)

No one - Alicia keyes (LOL)
Stick Stickly - Attack Attack! (OH YEAH)
I Kissed A Girl (Katy Perry cover) - Attack Attack!
Hearts Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine( not really much headbang)
Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine
Scream Aim Fire - Bullet For My Valentine
Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow - Bullet For My Valentine
Waking The Demon - Bullet For My Valentine
Hurt - Christina Aguleira (LOL again)
Smashed Into Pieces - Silverstein
Smile In Your Sleep - Silverstein
When Broken Is Easily Fixed - Silverstein

HEE~

I don't know why, but Amir has been calling me for 2 days in a row now. LOL. I think he's going to call me again....SOON

Im thinking of going to the open houses tmr. You know, just to ask further questions about the courses. Hee. Anyone interested in tagging along?

If you can wait till I get home

2010-01-13T10:50:00.001+08:00

One hell of a night yesterday.

Headbang to da MAX.

And my neck hurts..seriously.

It hurts a little when I turn left and right.

But it's OK! =D

HEE!

Alright!........

The plan for today is......watch movie with the usuals. HEE.

I think we're watching Old Dogs. Hee~ The trailer was stupidly funny.
And finally I'm watching it. =D

I still have not submitted my JAE thingy. My dad was like trying to help me blablablablablablabla. Thanks dad. TEEHEE.
Most likely, I'm submitting it tonight.

OK, so I'll try to have fun today. Try.

Then I swear to you that we can make this last

Stick stickly

2010-01-12T20:34:00.004+08:00

Today was really a osgnaeoirhgap[egjaokgnvaeoi day for me.

WTF.

Seriously.

WTF

ARGH

DONT GIVE A FUCKING DAMN ANYMORE LA

I need a remedy. seriously.

I was like 'WTF'..

ARGH

Go out with friends can.

Go out with me cannot. excuses la, whatever la.

WTF

>=]

2010-01-10T10:17:00.002+08:00

Omg, thanks yang =)

Everyone is panicking. Why?

Cause tomorrow is the results.

HEE!

If all goes well, it's wither chemical engineering or mechanical engineering at SP.

If all does not go well, I don't know what to do.

Damn. HEE. Cat.

I know I gave in my all. Teehee.

So tmr it's just results. And step into a new chapter. HEE~

Actually I'm a little nervous =)

2010-01-08T20:42:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah.

practicing like nuts!

Lemme see what i did today..

Hospital in the early morning.
Back at home.
Practice.
Eat.
Meet Zhaf.
Go mosque.
Meet others. OMG ANWAR!
Talked with ANWAR.
Met up with the others.
Talked.
Solat.
Walked to Sun Plaza.
Mega Prosperity Burger.
Huge.
Took train.
All want lepak.
Me and Zhaf -> Home.
Dropped at Admiralty.
Walked.
Home.
Sleep.
Woke Up.
Practice.
Eat.
Com.
Cat.
Dog.

Going SP and Ngee Ann tmr with the usual. Hope that everyone isnt late-_-
Try to have fun tomorrow.

HEE!~ =D

2010-01-07T09:45:00.002+08:00

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it.
Even if I did, I don't know if I would quit.

But I doubt it I'm taken by the thought of it.

2010-01-06T11:10:00.001+08:00

Let me be straightforward.

I HATE TODAY

2010-01-05T11:01:00.004+08:00

Damn..
bored to death at home.

I dont feel good today.

suicide lar

damn.

hungry. i think ill go out.

where? with who?

suicide la

damn

drop c tuning la.

cat.
dog.

distortion pedal.

i need an amp. damn

boob.

later i update lar..

It's funny that I'm not the only one feeling like this today

Promise me...

2010-01-04T21:30:00.003+08:00

Red Light Pledge (acoustic)

Silverstein

The ending's the same,
past mistakes that you made,
come back to haunt you, you.

I made a mistake, I wish I could take,
back everything that I did.
I wanted to tell you, I really did.
But how do I explain this?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change.
I would wait forever.
Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade,
I'd wait for you, you.

A mistake, wish I could take,
back everything that I did.
I wanted to tell you, I really did.
But how do I explain?

I wanted to tell you, what really happened,
but how do I explain this? How do I explain everything?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change,
I would wait forever,
Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade,
I'd wait for you.

I'm the same and I'm all on my own, away.
Wait for you.
I'm the same and I'm all on my own, by myself.
Wait for you.
I'd wait for you... for you
I'd wait for you.

New year is coming

2009-12-27T13:49:00.003+08:00

Hey there, new year is coming.

And I have a lot of things to do for this upcoming new year. =)

All this to make up for the sins in my secondary school life so that I won't suffer that badly in hell =D.

So I'll keep on helping my family, continue to please my friends (except a few..hehehs). And love Sayang =)...

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Upcoming jam in Jan..

1. Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
2. Apologize - Silverstein (One Republic cover)
3. My Apocalypse - Escape The Fate

We still need a drummer. So if you're interested, call Firdaus. Lol....

2009-12-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

No. no. no stop. Please.

I hate this feeling.

=(

2009-12-09T14:07:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I am back people. Aww, miss me kan? Haha, lols XD
I miss you guys too. And him of course. :D
Kk, don't mind eh if i 'SS'. Simply stands for shiok sendiri.
Haha, got it from my sister. Merepek la.
Anyway, yup, here again to update on behalf of azri.
Texted him earlier, asking him on what to update about.
And his suggestion was...

Well, maybe i should talked about how we met.
Seriously, it was like so sudden. Boomboompowwow!! Just like that.
Haha XD lols.
Recalling back.....
Kk, sec3 la eh.
I was called by the dentist. So i went down to the bus thingy(whatever that thg is called)
with... urm, idk, can't remember. Or was i alone? Hmm..
Anyways, got there. Went in. And azri was there.
Wasn't that close to him la that time. And somethg bad happened to me on that particular day.
Kind of broke up with someone. Was sad. And crying.
Then he told me like not to think about it lagi la. Enough is enough.
What he said was true also. Why should i even cry? Oh man, big girls don't cry. Chey. Haha XD
Well, he was kind. And caring of course. Heehee. Malu nye.

Then, i remembered that we texted each other.
So yea,i started liking him.
I love to see him smile actually. Well, who doesn't kan? :D
Haha.
Okla, kan dah shiok sendiri ni. Aiyo.
Heehee XD

Alright. So i guess i better get going la eh.
Bye people. And take care.
Btw sezairi's in the finals. Woohoo XD

2009-12-08T13:25:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey.

Heehee XD kk, obviously, i'm not azri la eh.
Atiqah here. Well, since he says he's not able to update this blog of his for
2 weeks or so or whatever his reason was,i'm in charge. Woohoo.
Mwahaha ^.^
U tgk, i baik tau updatekan u. Lols :D
Omygosh,i have absolutely no idea what to blog about now. None.
So i guess i'll leave it to this dulu la eh.
Haha. kk. ily azri. :D

2009-12-06T10:08:00.001+08:00

I heard that there's a gig today at 212 Syed Alwi Road.

And I'm not friggin sure whether I want to go or not.

And the ticket price is quite okay. Max price is $7.

Which is affordable...

It's filled with....

2009-12-05T09:47:00.001+08:00

Back in business.

FUCK YEAH!

...

2009-11-28T14:18:00.003+08:00

I hate to realise the fact that time flies fast.

I'm left with 12 days..

I wanna stay here forever and always

ter

2009-11-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

It just gets better and better...orh yeah..

2009-11-25T12:01:00.001+08:00

Damn everyones playing maple

Ill guess ill join.

heaven's waiting for you

2009-11-23T09:23:00.001+08:00

I remember that day...

"Don't do it. Even if I myself do it, I won't let my friends do it."

I was glad you said that, but out of curiousity, who do you regard those who does it like you as?....

off the ground

2009-11-21T11:31:00.002+08:00

darn it. I'm so damn tired from yesterday's surprise party.
it was rey's birthday. ado9fhibmnadom vp
EAT EAT EAT. STEAL FOOD. EAT EAT EAT. STEAL DRINKS. DRINK DRINK DRINK.
Ok lar the whole thing. Reached home like 9pm around there.

Hmmmmmm.

It's a Saturday today. What should I do?...

Nvm I'll just carry on with the sweep pick practice. I only have 23 days left for it=(..

Sometimes I wonder whether I was facing the impossible...

damn again

2009-11-19T15:18:00.001+08:00

what the hell man I was anticipating for that episode..=(

Jiraiya died=(

Oh yeah, Tobi is actually Uchiha Madara. OMG Tobi so cute.

Sasuke going to fight his brother, Itachi.

Hais......

How the hell did Raymond got so far in Naruto Shippuden???

2009-11-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

Mangekyou Sharingan

HOLY SHIT THAT TECHNIQUE IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-18T10:16:00.002+08:00

END TRANSMISSION
THE SATELLITES ARE DOWN
I NEED AN EARTHQUAKE
TO SHAKE THIS PITY
OFF THE GROUND

My Apocalypse pwns all ETF songs!

When I get back home, I'll finish up 10 episodes of Naruto Shippuden and Bleach.

CHIDORI!

=)

2009-11-17T19:38:00.001+08:00

Gonna do the same thing as last night.

Happy face=)

bring it on!

2009-11-16T16:18:00.002+08:00

I've got 29 days left to practice my sweep picking.

OH YEAH! I LIKE THIS CHALLENGE AND IT'S MAKING ME FAP.

darn tired. Just got back home from Marsiling. Oh yeah, I walked. 2.30pm to 3.15pm.

Gonna sleep soon. Tonight practicing guitar and gonna listen to MJ12..HEEHEE!

Love you sayang=)

Yawn

2009-11-14T10:22:00.002+08:00

Heys I'm not gonna blog about yesterday. I'm tired.

Give me a break kay?

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~

I've got 31 days from now...

Happy face

2009-11-13T10:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey just finished my 'O's today!

Going out to Ubin now. I'll be back here alive.

Love you =)

damn

2009-11-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

I've realised.

I've made a HUGE mistake.

I thought that it was gonna make me happy. But no.

In the end, it became worst.

No choice, I have to stay away from it. Leave it behind.

Thanks though for those times....

poof poof

2009-11-11T12:55:00.001+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!

I just got back home from school even though I don't have a paper today cause I felt so bored at home so I just came to school.

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll be back at school later when their paper ends at 3pm cause they're having photo-taking sessions or something.

I GOT A JOB-.-.........

Uh huh

2009-11-09T07:46:00.002+08:00

OMG! This is the last week of 'O's!

YESH YESH YESH YESH YESH YESH!

sdo;fhn;ngsopgn spfgja!

I'm left with Physics mcq, Chem mcq and Malay paper( Shut up lar Safwan)...

Aniwaes, going to school later at 8.45 am with Wes to study and stuff.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I still need a job =(

can someone help me? =(

OH YEAH!

2009-11-06T10:42:00.001+08:00

OMG 'O' LEVELS COMING TO AN END!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~

HEY! Had a great time yesterday at Fir's house.

So we played games and watched Saw III and stuff.

WEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CAN'T WAIT FOR END OF 'O's!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh wait, I need a job...=(

2009-09-27T09:21:00.001+08:00

Away

2009-09-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

Things happened too fast. I was stalling. Time just flies past. I am falling.

I would like to say that I am VERY proud for a friend of mine.

Ever since the first day we became friends, he really changed a lot.
A lot about him change.

I'll keep praying to God for his success in life...Amin...

Cukup sudah...

2009-09-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah, God has answered my prayers!...

I LOVE YOU!

Improved TO DA MAX! Not really, just improve. See me giving in my two hundred and ninety-nine percent in 'O'levels!

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!

That was yesterday

2009-09-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

I would like to take this golden oppurtunity and would like to wish to all of the Muslims in the world a

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As I scream aim and fire

2009-09-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

Hey, I'm sad.

Ramadhan coming to an end =(

And I still don't have a study plan yet. =(

Anyway I break fast with them last Friday. Thought I couldn't make it but I did.

Still sad =(

Syawal coming...=(

When you start to feel it

2009-09-11T10:12:00.001+08:00

Awesome time, wasted time. I swear, today will be the last.

Thanks GANG 10 for those times at RP. We sure head loads of fun.Monday to Thursday.
"I think Ima fuck my knee" haha lol.

Today. Gonna have a fucking great time with the other side.
Gonna do the flashmob like some fucking shit. Gonna lose myself in that fucking crowd.
Fuck everything.
Let this be my last hell lot of fun...

(PS: Sorry Safwan can't buka with you guys tonight.)

2009-09-06T09:39:00.000+08:00

Looking back, it was all easy. EVERYTHING.

ARGH! I just lack practice. Practice, practice, practice.

Half of the A.Maths paper was gone but when I did the final check, it was actually easy.
FUCK!.

PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!

Those N.A freaks can master guitar and drums within a year. Looking at how they play, IT'S ALL EASY.

The secret is practice.........ARGH!!!

try to make your way back home

2009-08-29T08:31:00.001+08:00

Away

until whenever. Don't bother.